Saturday, September 30, 2017

Back to School

First day of school is always exciting!

Sadie- 1st grade
Mrs. Johansson
Loves: friends, the lake, Rainbow Magic books
Hates: Brussel Sprouts
Wants to be a zookeeper

Dylan- 4th grade
Mr. Petersen
Loves: Perler beads, Harry Potter, audiobooks
Hates: singing, being bored
Wants to be a Policeman

Kylee- 6th grade
Mrs. Gottlob
Loves: sleeping in, reading, pedicures, and family
Hates: bugs
Wants to be an astronaut or tree hugger "I want to work for NASA or stop people from cutting down trees."  Lol.  That was only after I told her doctor or dentist is not the best option if she also wants to be a mom.  Clearly she has not clue, but glad she's open minded!

These two are inseparable.  Averi and Kylee, bffs.  They rode to school together.  And home.  Always.

Mr Kaden didn't get to start school.  But Ryan decided the weekend before school started would be a good time to get more forceful about potty training.  He's been ready for quite awhile, but always resisted.  He would say "No potty, changing table!"  I got Paw Patrol underwear but he wasn't interested.  I even tried once and he cried and cried and pulled his underwear off.  Doing it along with Ryan was the only way it would happen.  Ryan put him in underwear and outside and held firm even when he cried and took off the underwear.  That was it, basically. I found some train underwear, per his request.  And some Lightning Mcqueen (you always need a lot when you start the process). He peed a couple times, usually sitting on the couch.  But he caught on quickly.  He even stayed dry at night.  He pooped once in his underwear the next day, but that was the only messy accident he had. Ever.  We knew he would probably catch on quickly since he hates being messy.  Probably the easiest potty training kid we had, though Sadie was pretty easy also.  He had a few weeks where he was dry at night and during naps.  He was coming out at 6 am to pee, and it was a bit frustrating since he usually sleeps til 7 or 8.  He had a couple accidents when he was super sleepy and/or sick.  And we started putting him in a pullup.  And from then on, he was more often wet than dry.  It works okay for now since he is such a good sleeper.  I guess we will deal with that later.

I had this big digger in my closet for a long time, and he had seen it and wanted it, but when I told him he needed to use the potty he would say, "I don't want the big truck."  He's quite stubborn.  Anyway, once he pooped in the potty, I got it out for him.  And he was so excited.  It happened to bet he first day of school so I got pictures of him like this to document the occasion.
 Kaden- home alone with Mom
Mom
Loves: Lightning McQueen, trains, diggers
Hates: scary things?
Wants to be a train conductor

Saturday, September 23, 2017

Bucket List Summer Races

This summer I decided to take the plunge and just do all the races that have been on my bucket list.  These included:
Century Ride (100 mile bike)
Spartan (Obstacles and running)
70.3 Ironman (1.2 swim, 56 bike, 13.1 run = 70.3 aka half ironman)

I figured if I were going to be training for difficult events, it won’t be hard to add a little different training in to do the other events too.  So I just went for it.  I told myself that if my knee survived the Century ride, I would sign up for the half iron.  Well, my knee was fine but my shoulder was so, so sad.  I think it’s a pinched nerve, because it’s more than just muscle soreness.  So then I decided to wait to see if I recovered from that before I signed up.  Then I decided to wait and see how I did at the Olympic triathlons I was signed up for.  And I would start training.  In the meantime I talked a few friends in to doing a Spartan with me so I decided to do that this year.   I decided to just call it my Bucket List Summer.

I posted about the Century Ride in my June post, so I’ll just throw these pictures in.  This race was challenging, but not as much as other races I’ve done.  It felt awesome to finish for sure.  Other than my messed up shoulder.  Those last 20 miles were brutal. 



Somehow my treadmill running over the winter was faster than any previous year.  I was able to maintain a much faster pace for much longer.  And when I started running on the roads, it showed.  I’m not sure why I was faster, and at the end of the summer I was not as fast as I was in May or June.  But I was doing pretty well.  So I decided why not try for my fastest 5K time?  The problem is that I don’t want to spend a Saturday morning doing a 5K.  I need Saturdays for my longer training runs or rides, or the occasional family stuff.  So I decided on the FireKracker 5K because it is on July 4th, which is not a Saturday.  Last minute I decided to bring Kylee along but I told her I would not be running with her.  She didn’t mind.  She ended up finding a friend and running with her the whole time.  I kind of wish she would’ve ran her best instead of walking with her friend half the time (her mom had a stroller, and a sore knee or something so she was walking a lot).  But I’m glad she enjoyed herself.  She was tired and got a side ache.

Anyway, my previous PR 5K was 24:40.  I knew I could beat that if I tried hard.  I had already beaten that on my runs earlier that week.  So I started thinking it would be amazing to beat 24:00.  I didn’t think much about that as I was running.  The last half mile I was wearing out.  Then I saw the clock and it was ticking at 23:55.  I picked it up, but knew I wouldn’t make it.  I think the clock said 24:02 when I crossed.  Oh well.  But then I realized that I didn’t cross the start line right at the gunshot, so maybe I had a chance.  I forgot to stop my watch right away so that was not helpful, other than it did show my 5K time record as 23:55 so I was willing to take that even if the official results didn’t give it to me.  But they did!  I got 23:59. What?!  Boom.  Check off the bucket list. 




That happened three days after my dad passed.  I spent a lot of time reflecting and internalizing things.  So perhaps that helped.  A few days later was the Rigby Lake Triathlon.

I showed up to Rigby Lake alone on a beautiful morning.  It was the day after my dad’s funeral, and I felt like I had a bit of a weight off my shoulders, and I was still internalizing a lot of things.  Going out at this tri, I felt peaceful and happy, though still mourning.  I didn’t mind doing it alone.  I felt like it was something for me. 

I felt strong at the race.  I did my best.  I knew I did better than the previous year.  And I thought I must’ve done pretty well as far as women went because there were only four in front of me, and I passed one on the run.  It’s an out-and-back course so you can see who is leading as you are behind.  I figured I was going to place in my age group, but when I thought about it I realized I may get a first place medal since there were only three women in front of me and those three would get the overall medals.  I was right.  Takara beat me easily, but she took 2nd overall.  I took 2 out of 4 in my age group, but got the 1st place medal because of Takara.  I took 4th out of 14 total female.  I was quite thrilled!  I’ve never gotten a first place medal.  Technically I placed first years ago at the Rush but never got a medal because I had forgotten my timing chip and they hooked me up with a new one last minute, but accidentally put me in as male.  But I beat the other two females my age that day.  Anyway, I got a medal and I felt on top of the world.




After this race, and the previous week I had gone through, my body crashed.  I was wiped out.  My lungs felt tight, I was weak.  Fortunately, it was a “rest” week for my ironman training, thank goodness.  I still had to do workouts, but they were shorter and light.  After that rest week, I was much better.

A few weeks after that was Spudman.  I was excited about Spudman, but I got really nervous!  Because I wanted to do well.  And I was going with Tammy and Hidee and they are both really fast.  And Tammy seemed to think I was fast this year, I guess because I medaled at Rigby Lake.  So I knew I didn’t want to let them down.  My wave was the last wave so they were already going to have to wait for me, and I didn’t want them to wait too long.  Tammy said “I bet you will get 2:30”.  I was like, I got 2:42 last year.  That’s a big jump!  So yes, I was nervous.  A lot. 

I had a good day, and my time was actually 2:31.  11 minutes off my time from last year!  I couldn’t ask for better than that.  I still didn’t even make top 10 in my age group, but that’s okay.  It’s a big race!  Tammy took second, and Hidee took 4th.  Tammy and Hidee got 2:21 and 2:22.










It was a great race, I had a great time.  And a week later, I had the Spartan.

I was a bit nervous for the Spartan Super, but more excited than anything.  I had been training since June with the Spartan group training Wednesday mornings.  I knew my grip strength and my upper body had gotten stronger.  I wasn’t completely confident that I would be able to conquer the monkey bars and rope climb.  But I had done as much as I could.

The Spartan was really, really fun!  I loved it.  I had originally invited four girls to do it with me.  One backed out before signing up because she didn’t feel like she could get there physically.  Another friend signed up but decided she had some things going on and didn’t want to add this.  So I asked my brother Kevin to do it with us.  He’s a runner and he lifts so I knew it wouldn’t be hard for him.  I just didn’t know if he would come back down to Utah since he was just there for the funeral.  But he did.  My trail running buddy Jill did it and she trained and did well.  Karlee agreed to do it with me, but she didn’t bother trying to train her upper body.  She just did burpees.  It worked out for her, but she wishes she would’ve done it a little differently.






 So many bruises!  My other leg was as bad or worse than this.  And this gash on my shin from the rope lasted for three weeks before the scab got ripped off (by Kaden) and now it's just a big scar.  Long compression socks next time for sure!


I failed four obstacles.  Not bad, but I was so close on two of them so I was pretty upset.  But I nailed the monkey bars!  And the rope climb was hard, and my feet were cramping, and I tore up my leg, but I did it!    I failed the Multi-rig and the Olympus wall.  Without pictures, those don’t mean much, but I wanted to document anyway.  I also failed Twister and Spear Throw (along with like 90% of racers).

There was an accident on the course, an elite runner twisted her ankle and they sent a medic up to help her off the mountain.  Well, the medic rolled his rover (or 4-wheeler?) down a ravine.  They had to close part of the course and life-flight the guy out.  So it took some mileage off our race.  I can’t say that I’m sad.  It was a steep climb and my quads started pinching.  My watch wasn’t working up there so I have no idea how far we actually went.  Could’ve been 5.5 or 7.  It was supposed to be 8.3 miles.

Up to this point, I had not taken the plunge and registered for the 70.3.  I kept worrying that I would get an injury or something.  After I came out of the Spartan unscathed (other than the huge gash on my ankle that left a big scar), I finally committed.  I registered for the Bear Lake Brawl 70.3.  And then I had my hardest weeks of training for the next month. 

It was interesting how this training worked out.  There were two “rest” weeks during the training.  The first one was right after the funeral when my body crashed, so the rest week was very much needed.  The second one was the week we went to Utah for Lagoon and Cherry Hill, which meant I didn’t have time to train those two days.  But the kicker is that I got sick.  I had thought it was allergies, but I had headaches and sinus problems and I was wiped out!  I think it was a sinus infection.  But I got over it by the time I had to start training hard again.  So those two rest weeks saved me!  I guess following the schedule pays off.  They’re pretty good at knowing when you push your body hard, that you will need the rest.

The long trainings were hard.  I had some asthma-type stuff going on just from pure exhaustion after riding my bike for three hours and then running for an hour or more.  The hardest trainings were probably the ones where they wanted me to ride 15-20 miles, then run 3-4, then repeat that one or two more times.  Mentally, that was really hard!  I only ever repeated once.  And the run was always really hard.  The other problem was that school started a few weeks before my race, so two of the weeks I was doing my longest training, I had to get the kids to school early and find a babysitter to cover for me so I could still get my trainings in.  I woke up at 5 and ran 10+ miles before I had to get the kids off to school.  I would ride my bike in the dark at 6, then come home and get the kids off, and push Kaden in the jogging stroller for 3-4 miles.  And a couple times I found a babysitter so I could go to the lake to swim and then bike or run.  Clearly, my day revolved around my training schedule and my kids’ needs.  But I got through it and I was excited!

Then the weather forecast suddenly changed and it showed cold/freezing temperatures and rain!  So crappy!  Luckily the rain stayed away, but the low was 28 degrees that morning and I was supposed to swim in that, and then get on a bike while wet in 34 degrees.

It worked out okay, though.  The water was warm enough with a wetsuit, about the same as Rigby Lake most mornings.  I was mostly just worried about the bike.  But while I was swimming, the sun peeked out through the clouds and everything suddenly seemed like it was going to be just fine!

The Swim-  I was never nervous about the swim.  I swim a mile a couple times a week.  Swimming 1.2 didn’t seem like a stretch.  Plus, I had swam 1.2-1.6 a few different times during training.  What I wasn’t prepared for was the waves.  People had warned me, but there was not real way to prepare yourself.  It didn’t make it that hard to swim, they weren’t crashing hard.  But the movement up and down started making me sick to my stomach.  When I get that way, it takes awhile to recover.  I beat it by pretending like I was in control of the movement.  I would try and breathe/stroke in sync with the up and down.  Anyway, it was only going one direction that it was a problem.  They kept the course in close to shore to avoid the larger waves.  But that meant that you could walk quite a bit of one section.  Walking in thigh-deep water uses muscles that I hadn’t trained to use, so it made me nervous.  I tried to swim most of the time, but the waves would throw me off so I would walk.  Plus, it’s annoying when you’re swimming and someone is walking/jogging and keeping up with you or passing you.  I did the swim in 42 minutes.

After the swim, I felt plenty warm.  My feet were numb from walking on the cold ground, but that was it.  I was very thankful that the lake was so full this year because otherwise it would’ve been a really long walk up the beach to get to transition.  As I was drying myself off, I really did not feel cold and I started wondering if I really needed to wear all the layers I had planned on wearing.  The sun makes such a huge difference even if the air temperature is only 35 or so.  I decided I had better not risk it so I put on wool socks, toe warmers over my shoes, leggings over my wet tri suit, long sleeve shirt (both shirt and leggings are fancy magic material that keeps you somewhat warm without getting too hot), a wind jacket meant for riding, full gloves, and a scarf thing over head and ears.

The Bike-  I really enjoy biking!  You get to enjoy the same things as running- nature, fresh air, scenery, working your body- but you get to go fast!  The view was breathtaking.  I had to be careful to not stare at the lake and the view for too long because there were quite a few hazards in the road (pot holes, etc.)  I had never been on the road on the East side of Bear Lake before.  It’s really pretty!  It’s also rolling hills, which I didn’t realize.  But I usually train on a few hills so I wasn’t worried.  I was happy I had all my gear on.  It was comfortable in the sun, but when I was in the shade it did get pretty chilly.  I never felt too hot, never regretted having any of it on, and never thought about removing any of it.

I was looking forward to the aid station because I like to get off my bike and let the blood flow back to my shoulders every 15 miles or so.  But I didn’t need to use the bathroom, and the only thing at the station was water, which I didn’t need (and I didn’t have a place on my bike for another water bottle) and I didn’t want to stop by all the volunteers since there were no other bikers there.  It was a pretty small race.  I passed maybe five bikers the first 20 miles.  Then got passed by a few others on the last half, and also passed a few more.  So I didn’t stop at the station and mentally that was hard.  I needed to stop, but didn’t have any real excuse.

When I turned the corner to head west on the south side of the lake, I was surprised by the wind.  It wasn’t super strong, but it was enough to slow me down quite a bit.  Between the wind and the hills, I think I worked a little harder than I had expected.

I ended up stopping three times between mile 30-50. Just pulled off the road, stretched, ate a bit of food and took a drink.  Probably stopped for less than two minutes total.  While training, I ate Salted Nut Rolls on the bike and they always tasted so good!  This time it was not sitting that well in my stomach.  I also drink a mix of recovery bcaa drink, electrolyte drink, and energy drink, and that wasn’t sitting well either.  Weird.  It wasn’t that bad though.

The last few miles were hard!  There was a point where we had to turn around and backtrack two miles because otherwise the distance around the lake is only 52 miles and we needed 56.  But that is mentally really hard at that point!  Especially because we finally got the wind at our backs heading east and then we had to turn around and ride against it for two more miles.  And we were riding the road that the runners were on.  So we were passing runners.  And I SO wanted to be running instead of on my bike at that point!  I was aching in my hips and shoulders (hips was a new thing).  I was running out of water.  I was on my bike for 3:39 minutes and I was ready to be done!

The Run-  I got to strip all my gear off (it was in the mid 40’s but sunny), throw on my hat and shoes, and grab a drink and a chia squeeze and headed out.  I needed to use the bathroom but decided to find a place on the course instead of going out of my way in the transition area.  During my most recent training, I was able to run about 5 miles at my regular pace of 9:30 before I got too worn out and had to take some walk breaks and such.  So I had high hopes of getting to the turn-around point at 6.55 miles without being too slow.  Unfortunately, that’s not how it happened.  My lungs felt okay, but my inner quads did not cooperate.  I realized I was going too fast and tried to slow down, but still, after half a mile my legs were on the verge of cramping terribly.  I stopped and stretched.  I tried walking, but that wasn’t any better.  So I just jogged as best I could to the first aid station.  I had a chunk of banana and some electrolyte drink, and it helped!  I was able to run again.  But I couldn’t go very fast.  I stopped and ate and drank at every aid station.  I had oranges or banana, and drank.  They had vasoline, which was a life saver after my nose dripping the whole bike (happens all the time, but worse in chilly weather) and my wiping at my nose/mouth with my rough gloves.  So I smeared vasoline all over my nose and lips.  I probably looked ridiculous, but it helped so much!

I stopped at mile 3.5 aid station and one of the girls working there told me I looked beautiful and made it look effortless.  I laughed and said “that’s funny”.  But I appreciated the compliment nonetheless.   It always feels like I’m falling apart, and that my outward appearance should show that.  I should have red, angry marks all over my body, dirt and sweat and blood and snot smeared everywhere, hair plastered down and disheveled.  But somehow I still look like a human during all this.

I got passed by a couple steady runners, who didn’t stop to walk like I did.  And I passed a lot of walkers or slower runners.  I felt like I was in the middle.  I’m often right in the middle at races.  The strong racers were way ahead of me.  And the struggling racers were pretty far behind me.  I felt all alone in the middle of the pack.  The walkers would compliment me on how strong I looked.  The stronger runners, well they were too far ahead of me to talk with.  I really wanted to go a little faster.  But I stopped at each aid station and stretched and drank.  My muscles were not happy.  Once I hit 9.5 miles I was ready to be done.  I thought, that was fun, I’ve had enough now.  Obviously I never thought about quitting.  I’m not a quitter.  But it was a long few lonely miles to the finish.  If only I could’ve had my headphones, but the rules said no.  So I obeyed.  The last couple miles my shin started trying to cramp up too.  My quads were still very sensitive, and now my foot was plopping down because I didn’t have the shin strength to hold it up.
The run took me 2:12 to finish.  And boy was I happy to be done!  I had one friend Layla who raced too.  Someone I had met through other friends during training.  But she did the aquabike because she doesn’t like to run.  So she stopped after the bike and then waited like an hour and a half for me to finish so I would have someone there at the finish line.

Minutes after I finished they said they were handing out some awards.  I had read that they would hand out awards throughout the day as people came in instead of doing a ceremony at the end.  Since some people would finish hours before others.  So he handed out a few awards and then called both Layla and me!  I ended up with 1st place in my age group!  My official time was 7:03.  There were no other girls in my group finished yet so I’m alone on the podium.  I think Layla was the only aquabike person.  When I looked at first, I saw five women in my age group, but two of them hadn’t started.  Perhaps they chickened out with the cold weather?  One started but didn’t finish the bike I think?  And another was way behind me.  That’s how it looked the first time I looked it up.  But then they adjusted it and removed the ones that didn’t start or didn’t finish.  So now it looks like it was just me and one other girl.  Oh well, I still have a 1st place medal.  Not that I cared about being fast, or planned on placing.  But it is a nice added bonus to the day.






All in all, it was hard.  I was slightly worried that I would finish and feel like it wasn’t that hard and I would be tempted to sign up for a full ironman just for the challenge.  Simply because I had trained so much and felt pretty confident.  But I did NOT feel like it was not challenging enough.  It was very challenging!  I think my legs behaved that way either from jogging in the water, or a harder/longer bike than I had trained for.   Who knows.  But I’m glad I did it and I’m glad it’s over!  I was so worried something like an illness or an injury would get in the way.  So I was happy the only obstacle was cold weather.

My bucket-list summer included:
Century Ride
Fastest 5K PR
First 1st place medal (two)
Spartan
70.3 Ironman


Now that I’ve accomplished all that, I’m not sure what to do with myself!  I have no real reason to keep my endurance up right now.  So I will be working on strength and nutrition for awhile.  Bring on winter! (So it can hurry and get over with quickly and get me back to warm weather and a few more Spartans!)

Saturday, September 2, 2017

August 2017

Though I am changing the date on this post to be closer to August, it is actually Nov 9th today.  I've started the long process of catching up on my blog books that I print.  I haven't printed 2015 or 2016 yet, and now 2017 is almost over.  These take so many hours to put together.  I'm literally spending 2-4 hours a day working on it.  Fortunately, I have Ryan's old laptop to use now so I can move the project with me to project time at my friends' houses (we meet every Wednesday at one of our houses to chat while we work on whatever we need to.)  And I can do it in my comfortable bed while listening to an audiobook.  Or on the couch catching up on all the shows I've gotten behind on while the weather has been nice.  Photobucket has repossessed all the photos I used on my blog back in 2015 and earlier.  They say I have to pay for my account.  I don't use Photobucket anymore so it's not a big deal, it's just annoying that all my photos are hijacked.  I thought I would just pay the $20 fee or whatever to renew my membership for the year so I could see the pictures to do my blog book.  Well, they want $399!  Apparently 3rd party posting is in high demand these days!  Ugh, so I have had to work around that and I won't go into details, but lets just say this has been a big project!  In the meantime I have all these months to catch up on to stay current on my blog so the memories aren't just lost forever.  And I have done four photoshoots in the last month and have editing work to do on them.  

That's just a little update on what's currently going on in my life.  I don't do as many of those kind of updates anymore because I'm always behind.  Or maybe I just have less to share these days.

Here are all the random phone pics from August.

Kaden likes to climb on my chair behind me and squeeze me.  It's cute, but hard to eat!  He often steals my food too.  Dylan just wanted to be included.  Dylan doesn't offer hugs anymore.  It's hard to get hugs from him at all.  Unless your name is Kaden.  Dylan is constantly soliciting hugs from Kaden, trying to bribe him.  Kaden doesn't often allow it.  But sometimes he's in a good mood.

Dylan and I learned how to play chess together using the instruction sheet for his set and the internet.  It's been fun!  I even brought my bigger chess set home from my dad's house while I was cleaning out the house.

Ryan loves spending time outsides when the weather is beautiful.  He took Kaden and Sadie out to the park at sunset.


I asked Ryan if he wanted me to make him a cake for his birthday.  He said, "that's probably not necessary, is it?"  I said, "it's cookies and cream."  He's like, "well in that case..."  I think it was a hit.  I couldn't eat it, but it looked delicious.

I didn't post these on my Lava post because they were on my phone.  This was the group at Lava that day.  It was so fun!  It will be even more fun when my kids are old enough to be independent so I can go on slides and diving platforms with them and not have to have Kaden within arms reach.  It worked having Ryan and Grandma there with us this time, but I don't think I could just take the kids and have as much fun.
Kylee and I went to a Mother-Daughter Activity Days where we painted toenails, decorated cookies, and took silly pictures.


Ryan was called to serve in the Elder's Quorum.  He helped plan a Father-Daughter activity for the Elder's.  He asked me to come help and snap some pictures.  It was cute!  They all had fun.









My friends and I got together for Ingrid's birthday.  Love them!

Final days of the summer with Rachel and her family before they headed back to California.



Kaden is a cuddly kid.  Sometimes he's just so sweet!

It was time for haircuts before we went back to school.  Their hair was so long!  Sadie barely got a trim, but Kylee got quite a bit off and layered so we could curl it easier.  Of course, I failed to get the pictures of Kylee.
Kaden was focusing so hard on coloring this page, I had to take a picture.  He's so funny.
Sunday naps are the best.

So many early morning bike rides for me.  The sunrise always makes me stop and stare.  But with the smokey air, it was truly breathtaking.  And an hour or so later I couldn't stop staring at the sun rays shining down from the clouds over the mountains.  The mountains are not the same as the Rockies in Utah, but still very pretty.

Our next door neighbor had a birthday party at Blast Off Splash Zone and invited our whole family.  They had fun! Even if Kaden was too chicken to go down the slides.



Last trip to the lake, right before school started.  It's always so hard to say goodbye!





With the kids going back to school, Kaden and I had lots of time to kill.  He had big plans! "Mom, can we go to the lake and the zoo and Lagoon?"  Lol.  I considered taking him to the lake, but then decided it wouldn't be as much fun without all my kids and friends.  Obviously Lagoon was unrealistic. But the zoo was something we could do!

Carrying Jax like a baby.  He's such a fat, silly cat.